wow. its been awhile.

hey guys!!

i would ahve posted sooner, but my mom screwed with my computer setting, and now cant get on unless i'm at alibrary.


school: school will probably lilterally kill me this year. i'm taking Spanish 3, Algebra 2, and Chemistry at my co-op. plus yearbook class on wednesdays. and i am on yearbook AND newsletter staff!! its gonna be crazy!

phone: ok, i know that i've posted this several times, but this time its for real. at the end of THIS week, i'll be ordering a new phone. it'll be the enV Touch, which is NOT my first choice.....my first choice was the LG Versa, but its price went up by 80 bucks......

church: ok. churhc has been too crazy. 1/2 of our members have left. the pastor is pushing people away, lying from the pulpit and more. my mom is coming close to leaving, because our spiritual welfare is on the line. the church is over 4000 dollars under budget, and somehow they bought new speakers. basically, the church is gonna die.

um....thats all for now......

Hola mis Amigos!!

wow! its been forever since i posted last.....but heres some updates!!

my dad and his disease: well, believe it or not, the Alzheimers has been getting worse. he's been hurting himself lately, destroying our stuff(which costs us tons of money to fix), annoying the crap out of everybody, and more. but the worst thing(in my opinion) is his anger issues. several weeks ago, i threw a blanket and some pillows in frustration, and he starts choking me, almost trying to kill me. it was the scariest thing i've even seen/been a part of.---please continue to pray for my family.

church: i was sorta forced to go back to my church. i WAS starting to like it, but our new pastor has been trying to take over everything around him. so, my family is thinking of leaving. please pray that God's Will would be done through this situation.

my own struggles: as some of you know, the more my dad's alzheimers progresses, the more stress on me. for several months, i've been going to a youth group/bible study at another church on tuesdays. we had been doing a thing called "Purpose In the Pit", where we learned about different trials that Godly people on the Bible had, and how God helped them through the trials, or "pits". last tuesday we had the last PIP. as a special kind of ending thing, we had several people get up on stage, and talk about their trials and God's provision. there were people who struggled with suicide, cheating in school, sexuality, and more. i gained some encouragement from them talking. i also got up and talked about my dad's alzheimers and the problems there. after we were dismissed, i had poeple saying that if i needed to, i could talk to them about my problems, which greatly encouraged me. i thank God that He lead me to Vapor(the youth group), because i have now found purpose in the pit!

i'm alive!!!

hey all,

sorry i haven't posted in a while, my life has been crazy!! here's some updates!!

-phone: my mom gets paid on wednesday, and after she gets my dad to the eye doctor we should be able to get me a new phone!! i'm hoping to get a Samsung Glyde......

-my dad: the Alzheimers is getting worse, but its still in the beggining stage!!! its crazy!! please continue to pray!!

-weather: we got snow!!! we haven't had a decent snow in years!!!!!! we have several inches of snow, and it looks amazing! that is God at work!

-Helen's attempt on my life: well, as you can see, i'm still here!!! Helen most likely still wants to kill me, but i'm not going anywhere!!! *talk directly to Helen* Sis, good luck!! i respect you and you opinions, but i dont think that you really want to kill me!! *ends post*

goodbye, i guess.

well, Mae says that she's going to kill me tonight, so this is goodbye!! NOT!!! good luck killing me Mae!!

i know that these are terrible, but thay are the best i have for now!! i plan on getting more friday or saturday!!

hey all!!

for the curious, later today i'll be posting a couple pictures of myself!! but i hope to be getting a couple more soon!

Job.....maybe

well, my mom talked to a friend of ours who owns a tree cuttign business, and he said that i might be able to work for him every now and then!!! *throws party!* woo-hoo!!

I've Done It...

well, i left my church. the reason: i dont feel like i can properly grow there. i've NEVER felt welcome there. the people there dont care about me as a person. but i've been going to another youth group for 5 weeks, and i've grown in God, i'm welcome there, and they care about me! so, i left.

New Phone!(maybe)

hey all, sry i havent posted in a while!

last night, i went to see Inkheart with a couple of friends. i texted my mom to tell her what time the movie would be over at, and she got the message an hour and a half later, after she had already picked me up!!! we know that isnt my phone that is slow, because she has never had any problems with her phone, but we've had plenty of problems with my phone! so....she said that we might be able to get me a NEW PHONE!!!!!!!!! *throws party*

and an update on the job- we are going to talk to my mom's boss, who works at a catering company(as well as our homeschool co-op!), about seeing if she can talk to the owner of the company about getting me a job!! please pray that this might work out!

wow, its been a while!!

HEY GUYS!

its been quite a while since i last posted, and i figure that its tome that i give you another long post!

--Job: i have a job interview at McDonalds tomorrow at around 3 in the afternoon. if that doesn't work out(which i bet it wont) i still have movie theaters, and a friend of my told me about a pizza place and an ice-cream parlor, so maybe something will work out there!!

--Driving: i got my Learner's Permit a few weeks ago!!! so technically/legally i can drive...but my mom wont let me yet! she only lets me practice driving in abandoned parking lots! for those of you who are wondering, i will(for the time being

--My Dad: um....my dad's condition has been getting worse. when i last posted about his Alzheimer's, the only thing was that he was getting angry a lot. now, he is losing all respect for his fellow human beings, mainly my mom. my parent are constantly fighting, and my dad is always disrespecting my mom during said fights. -for example, a few weeks ago they were trying to figure out a problem on the car, and my dad wasn't listening to anything my mom said. she got extremely angry and started yelling at him, and then stormed off. after she was gone, my dad started barking, like he does when the dog wont shut-up!! in other words, he compared her to the dog.

--Church: my church is getting annoying. we(the elders) have decided to get rid of Sunday school, which in my opinion is very stupid! Sunday school is when the youth group can fellowship, and have great discussions about what we are studying. we can have interactive talks about the subject, and find out many useful things!! with that gone, the little faith i had in my Church is almost gone!! when i get my licence and a car, i'm going to leave the church that i'm at right now. some of my friends have told me that they go to good churches, and i've been to a bible study that another church's youth group has, so i might just go there.


thats all for now, but i might post another "get to know me" thing.